every beat of my heart

breaking dawn was... beautiful.

Monday, October 27, 2008

with ♥ 11:08 PM

yes it was. i dunno @ how many pts tt i cried. i tot the 1st half of the book was BORING. but after bella gave birth to renesmee and jacob imprinted on renesmee, it took a turn and the book was lovely. (: rly exciting and my mum had to force me t sleep then i put the book down. (: it was rly good and i found myself smiling at many pts. hehehehhh. and im so happy bella and edward happily ever after. hah. (: however i saw movie trailers of twilight and i tot it was a little.. disappointing. i dont know. hopefully my opinion will change after i watch the entire movie. :D

okay. anyway. nowadays life's boring. like rly boring :\ its pw, chi, pw and more chi. sighs. well i went for OGL interview and i found it rly funny. hahahah. :) im keeping my fingers crossed. well. in a way. hahahaha. and zomg. training's so crappy. im so sick of it. i cant wait for the day i step down? i'll be gg WOOHOO! (: and i can finally go dancing and study properly. yippee! :D heheheh. sigh. ok. that day's still far. one impt day to look forward to is the end of PW, which is in.....one week's time. YES~! then no more pw. hahahahha.

okay anyway. music theory exam this sat. im bit scared im careless. hmph. :\ oh well. i'll do my best :D today was a cool day, hehehhehh. details, go to chang's blog. lol. lovely. (:

okay erm. back to muggin for chinese and pw and theory exam. :\ sch tmr. ugh. just finished I&R. hahahaha.

-jinghui-

I HATE BELLA.

Sunday, October 19, 2008

with ♥ 11:13 PM

yes i do. i dont like it when she loves two guys. okay. not exactly guys, but one vampire and one werewolf. finished eclipse today. ok yes, go ahead and gasps. i read fast, ok? im jus very very VERY annoyed now. and upset. :( bcos wen i read i kept crying cos i could feel edward's pain. yet he was so selfless. zomg can u imagine the pain? :\ sighs. ok its late now and i wanna go to bed but im VERY annoyed with bella. and jacobs. oh, i HATE third parties. AND odd numbers. :( and zomg im so worried about the ending. dear refuses to tell me D: sighs. help help help!!!!! will bella be a vampire at last? they will be be married right? zomg. sighs. :( i wish jacob was non-existent. :( i really dont like the stinging pain in my heart when i read. sighs. edward is like, perfect. literally.

and now im upset, with blogger. cos it refuses to let me upload photos time and time again and now it refuses to let me upload twilight movie pics. :( zomg now im so anxious for the movie to be out.

one thing i learnt from twilight series- I'll never ever hurt my love the way bella hurt edward. it was too much for me to bear when i read edward's side of view. no way. i'll nvr ever allow a 3rd party into our rlnship. hohum. i'll squash every tiny bit of affection for another if it does comes about. i'll make sure he does too. harrumph. >:\

I'll be back so soon you won't have time to miss me. Look after my heart- I've left it with you.
-Edward; Eclipse.

and oh! high school musical 3 is almost out~~~~~~~ :D :D :D

and harry potter! im abit wary of this though, cos i heard the wizard's gonna die. dumbledore. sighs. i'll rmb to bring in a few packs of tissue.

OH! ice age 3 and madagascar 2 is coming too! :D wonderful; all my type of movies. (:

-hints, love. hahahahah-

-jinghui-

Labels: im SO sick of chinese and pw now.

fast and furious.

Saturday, October 18, 2008

with ♥ 6:59 PM

finished New Moon! :D in like, less than 24 hours. hahhahha. thats how hardcore i am when i read books, tts why i din read this yr until after promos. lol. well. on to eclipse. its quite annoying Bella likes 2 guys @ same time. X( and i insist new moon is nice to those who told me the opposite. its so exciting! :D hated hated hated the part whr edward left bella though :( cried plain shit. hahahaha. cried agn whn they reunited. so darn sweet ok. X) but aiyah. bella is quite stupid; obviously he left her for good reasons ma. hmph. thank goodness for the phone call; otherwise [annoying yet poor thing to be on sort-of one sided love] jacob would have kissed bella. ugh.

ok ive been so obsessed with twilight series. (: and shhhhhh. i cheated. read the last parts of breaking dawn and eclipse, but still clueless. hahahaha. excellent!! good books should never allow predictable endings. :D

my dear's too tired le. overworked, i think. :( sighs. i feel the stress and sch taking its toll on him, on us. i'll jus have to learn to understand i guess. i jus wished he isnt so burnt out, it hurts me to see him like tt. :( promise i'll bite my tongue everytime i feel annoyed and wan t quarrel with him. :\

jay chou's new album's gonna be out soon. (: heard the songs since daddy asked and i think its nt bad. (: dear insists on gettin my daddy the cd. hehehh. and i think im gonna start saving up for 2 major events. :)hehehehh. hmmm. or 4, actually. hahahahahha (:

i have this like, intense craving for ba kua. dunno why. keep eating. ha. and everyone is falling sick leh. :( including my daddy i hope he'll be ok soon. :( i dont wanna fall sick now! i can feel the heaty-ness. oh dear. chinese A's coming, and pw. i cant afford to fall sick. even so, i rather fall sick after it all; i couldnt care less. even better, fall sick _________. hhahahahahhaha. wonderful. simply wonderful. (:

back to eclipse. (: econs tuition tmr, plus coaching. :\ and chinese hw. UGH.

"The bond forged between us was not one that could be broken by absence, distance, or time."
-Bella; New Moon.

-jinghui-

Labels: and i love you so.

photos...not.

Thursday, October 16, 2008

with ♥ 10:34 PM

apparently blogger decided once again not to let me post photos. : dunno why. aiyo so annoying. i really wanted to post photos, really. :(

http://www.twilightthemovie.com/ go take a look. (: i insist on watching this movie.

some things had changed, and i suppose will stay this way for this entire lifetime. it is one mistake i will rmb for the rest of my life; i want to rant but i no longer have anymore to say, it'll be pent up forevermore.

-jinghui-

just like any other day.

with ♥ 8:55 PM

okay days seem to be passing very fast nowadays. and i realised that thats what i always say this year. jc life rly pass v v fast :\

these few days have been horror. cos its PW everyday. till like, 6pm? quite tiring actually. plus chinese. only 2 subs but im dying le cos its damn intensive luh :( pw sucks alot. as in really really alot. i hate it. :( we planned so much t go ling's house this week, end up? PW PW PW PW PW PW. so cancelled. ARGH. how annoying. :(

okay to happier stuff. im addicted to storybooks again. (: esp twilight series! (: i procrastinated long enuff, cos always no time to read ma this yr. now that exams over, i picked up the first book. i finshed it in 2 days. :D its so sweet and funny i found myself smiling or giggling or crying to myself when i read it you know. im on to the next book tmr! and dale say i will cry like shit. -.-" great. hahaha i read twilight and i cried and ling was like O_0. cos she was about to ask me a chinese question. lol. and yst was bra day with ling. hahahahha :D and i jus cut my hair, and everyone say i kiddy. and im a KINDERGARDEN KID. X( hmph. and so annoying, crystal is so happy ling or ernest or sm1 say i look like apple. walao. -.-" hahaha...

ohhh i watched tim burton's corpse bride yst night with my papa on channel 5. [dunno why but i dun feel like saying daddy today. hmm. its papa day! :D] :D it was so nice, such a beautiful cartoon! i, well, cried at the end again -.-" but it was rly touching, it was so heart wrenching to see the kind hearted corpse bride allow the one she love to go with his actual bride to be. This is what true love is, isnt it? so beautifully portrayed in a cartoon... its amazing. :) everybody go---- AWWWWW. (: nothing's better than a good love story, even if its cartoon. (:

yay yay yay im PROMOTED! :D im very very happy. chip and dale is still chip and dale! :) we shall go out soon after pw k my dear dale. :D before u go overseas! :) hehehehhehhh. but, i believe some things are unfair. let me explain.

i always believe in hard work, after i came to my senses in sec 4. its always better to be late than never, and hence im in AJC. so i put in as much as i can, and i do every single piece of hw [yes, zomg, can you believe it i dont do tt in sec sch] this yr. really. cross my heart. only once or twice when im rly busy that i go past the deadline- but i still hand in and apologize. anyway the point is, i dont think its fair this time round, cos ppl who shld promote din and...vice versa.

i think ppl should reap what they sow, and get what they SHOULD get, what they deserve. It pains me to see sm ppl fail. :( and it angers me too. me, ling and chang bitched like mad yst. as in rly rly like mad. i was very pissed actually. :( it feels odd, sad, angry and hurt in a certain way although im safe alrdy. maybe thats what i am, always the emotional creature. but im rly appalled by all these, i dont think they deserve it. i cant stand it anymore. :( X( X( X( i rly tried alrdy to hold back. just unleashed my anguish and annoyance. :(

nonetheless.

crys, twin, be strong. choose a path that is right for you; rethink this year. are you sure u wan to go poly? or do you want to retain? are u sure jc is for you? or is another path better? will you be VERY sure you can pass and do well in ur A levels? if you promote, will you choose to promote and put in quadruple effort, or just retain and build on your foundation? please think it through; i'll be here if you guys need me. <3

ciao, off i go. PW beckons.

-jinghui-

Labels: marks and spencer choco toffee is THE ULTIMATE :D

it feels like eons.

Sunday, October 12, 2008

with ♥ 8:51 PM

why does time seem to pass so damn slowly these few days? :\ like huh, only 3 days have passed since i gt my results? -.-" sighs. and im SO sick of PW and chinese. i will be really contented if i get B for both, cos i never wanna go thru this agony again. im so sick of doing this two subs like, everyday. gosh. sighs. and wth if I and R. i dont have any darn ideas anymore lah. :(

baby i wish you're okay. dont overwork okay? :( i know your course is damn tiring but hang in there all right? double degree's like that. i'll give you endless supply of sweets, choco, gummies, food! (: so tt when u study u can eat. hehehehhh. and after your exams we'll go to the zoo! and theme park! (: okay? i'm here for you darling, and i promise i wont drag u shopping for these 2 mths. (: hahaha. we'll get through these 6 years together dear; i know we can and we will. i'll stick by you through thick and thin, through all these tough times. :) tell me you will too! :D i love you. <3

back to I&R. :(

-jinghui-

Labels: PW SUCKS.

sighs.

Thursday, October 09, 2008

with ♥ 6:12 PM

okay im so tired now. im so annoyed blogger cant post photos again. ugh.

anyway. these few days were pretty mundane. except today. for back promos result. sighs, passed all H1, but only pass one H2. :( means i fail 2 H2. mans. im so hoping they change the criteria, and let me promote. sighs. and i did v badly for econs again. i was expecting like 36, but i got 28. i totally broke down. sighs.

the only damn surprising subject is lit. i mean zomg i nvr scored 17 for an essay before, let alone for IOW! 0_o mans. oh well. i jus hope i can promote luh. :\ hope they have advance promotion/ conditional promotion. :( its gonna be niggling at the back of my mind until i know whether i can promote not.

yesterday had training again. it was totally crappy. i mean everyone had dizzy spells, and kim had t go t the sick bay. i hope you're okay alrdy kim. sighs. seriously. training takes up too much of my time. :( should i, or should i not....? i mean. im not even happy. i'm gonna think abt it and ask darling.

im so addicted to sally's spa! its a game. which i complete in 2 days. -.-" diner dash i gt one level cant pass and im very tired alrdy cos i finished sally's spa. so decided nt to play le. play another day. (: im bored with FB and neopets alrdy, i figured.

another boring day before i can see darling. i really miss you :( sighs. crap, why is this week such a long week? :( and pw is seriously killing me. i even dreamt of pw okay. -.-" but i think op is funny. lol. tzuling and ernest always do funny hand gestures hahahahhah. (:

all right. off i go i feel tired and lazy.

-jinghui-

Sunday, October 05, 2008

with ♥ 6:46 PM

i hate it when you do that. i really do. damn you.

i hate it when you do those things you do. everything.

because you dont think. because you dont realise im grown up, i can see whats happening and whats gg on. because the things you do make me drift apart from you and i stopped trying to make things the way they are.

and i wish my damn neighbours stop playing those terrible songs.

-jinghui-

zomg zomg 4 full more days till thurs.

Saturday, October 04, 2008

with ♥ 10:29 PM

okay im freaked out zomg. i v scared thursday okay. :( at least i know my chinese at least a B. sighs, and i tot my chinese essay was good, i tot it was emotional. oh well. :\ i rly hope i can promote. kim said sth abt rank pts then i rmb its existence. zomg so i hope i get @ least 25pts. and promote. zomg zomg please please please. :\ these few days will be freakin crap.

zomg Lake House is so nice! :) ok i know its quite old show but its so nice! (: hahaha. okay. anw, yst was fun. (: CDP at the beach hehehehe. will upload photos soon. v. lazy n tired. and sm1 freaked me out yst, :( . and yst showed me alot of stuff :\ and ha if i miss out ath, read chang's blog or sth (: and oh. i got a two toned arm now -.-"..... on the bright side, i gt a ring mark now and i find it rly cute. hahahahha. (:

had theory mock exam today, gosh quite tiring. and piano lessons too :( okay tmr gonna visit my ahma. (: then sort my op and wr. zzz. and files. sighs.

ok waiting for my tv show. the magic one frm taiwan. its like at erm 12 i think. i dunno. (: and shoot. so you think you can dance 2 of my fav dancers out :( sighs. and I WANNA COMPLAIN. STUPID CHANNEL 5 KEEP CHANGE THE TIMING. SO ANNOYING UGH.

i miss my baby. :( but today is a lovely day. :) and few days back baby bought me a pretty rainbow star necklace frm diva, a book "thanks for the memories" by cecelia ahern and stitch cup that says "STITCH AND ANGEL" :D hehehee. and i surprised him with a hardcover book and sweets+choco too hehehehehe. :) yay. :) i love t see him surprised and happy. and i cant keep surprises cos i feel like bursting and feel like a bubble! hehehe. and tks fr the memories is damn nice book!!!!! :D Ahern recovered frm her dip, to my relief. a place called here sucked, her worst book ever to me. dont understand? hmm. see ah......

1. ps i love you. her 1st book. AMAZING. how many times i read the book=how many times i cried. its rly good X), one of my fav books, ever.
2. whr rainbows end [or rosie dunne] NAY. i dun like all letters n emails. wat kinda book is it man. weird.
3. if you could see me now. AMAZING. rly touching book too. romance plus magic=damn frigging nice modern romance story. (:
4. a place called here. a terrible book. no climax, half the time i speed read cos it sucked.
5. thanks for the memories. AMAZING. its funny yet heart warming at the same time. :) i cried v. hard @ several parts cos its rly sweet and heart wrenching at the same time :( and it made me think hard and cherish what i have now even more; i wont know what to do if my parents or darling leaves me. :\ zomg touchwood. an element of magic with it also, makes it ever more intriguing. i found myself laughing and crying at the same time for several parts too.
6. THE GIFT. not out yet, but from the pattern above, i hope its good. :\

okay thats all. (:

-jinghui-